There was this game I used to
play when I was 5 or 6. Whenever I came across something I didn’t like or
scared me I’d repeat that word over and over and over again until it got completely
meaningless and lost its force and couldn’t hold me down. It was a stupid game
but it worked most of the time. Or so I remember. Some sort of customized mantra…
I found myself doing it again the
other day. Trying to decompose something and make it go away.
cancercancercancercancercancercancer
Only this time it’s not working.
I hate doctors who drop the bomb and then tell you “but dooon’t panic, let’s
run some more tests first!”. With a smile on their face.
Am I scared? Yes. Terrified.
2 comments:
are you for real?
are you really asking me this?
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